Successions of 4: What I’ve been seeing and what it means (Part 1)

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At some point in time, you may have looked at the time because you needed to go somewhere or do something very specific that was time sensitive. When you looked at the time, have you every noticed that you just happen to look at the time at triple repetitive numbers? It doesn’t seem like much until it continues to happen at very random moment of daily living yet you notice the time again at that triple repetitive numbers.

This has been my experience since August 2018. It may have begun earlier than August, however August is when I began to keep it as a memory of seeing the numbers 4:44 at very random moments. It would either be 4:44 AM or 4:44 PM. At this point I began to speak to the Holy Spirit at the meaning of the number 4 and always seeing the time at 4:44. It was always on the clock not on any other sequence of numbers, like vehicle license plates for billboard, for example. I can recall many other points in my life where I took notice of repetitive number but this time is the longest that I have have experienced it. My eyes was landing on the clock precisely on 4:44 that I started to take pictures. I’ll provide some of them within this post.

In the age of massive increase in technology and the ease of information available, the thought of searching this out on google or more personally for me YouTube is my go to outlets to find out what other individuals have experienced or have to say regarding the numbers 444. What I some of have to know as the New Age and just plain pagan believing individuals are the ones who was covering this topic on numbers in comparison to born-again believers. There just wasn’t much information that out there at least none that I could say struck a chord with me in my spirit, so to speak.

I continued pray on the matter to Father Yahweh and ask Holy Spirit for understanding to the meaning of the consecutive 4:44 that I was seeing multiply times throughout the weeks and months. I learned through various other prayers and asking to not stop asking and to not stop praying until the answer or until my issue had resolved. So I was in high expectations that the answer would come soon. It was about Winter at this point and I had gone through some bible and read all the ones that were either chapter 4, verse 44 or chapter 44, verse 4. Some where clearly not relating to me and others I felt related to what I had come to understanding but still not yet hitting the nail on the head.

By divine grace, I was listening to a simply teaching on the Hebrew alphabet and the meaning of each letter of YHWH. I became interested on this topic because I was focused on the tetrogram name of Father Yahweh wrote out as YHWH, it’s where we get the name Yahweh from. The Hebrew does not have vowels like the English and other language do.  The speaking got to the Hebrew letter Dalet, which is the English equivalent of ‘D’.  In this specific video the individual was also teaching on each letter of the Hebrew was also assigned a number. The number for the letter Dalet or ‘D’ is 4!

I provide this for visual understanding. Credited website: http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/alphabet_letters_dalet.html

I was not looking at screen on my phone at the time but as soon as she mentioned it, I quickly grabbed my phone and rewind it to hear and this time see it. At that point I knew I found my answer, as if I was a guitar string – the chord of my spirit was struck! A rush of memories came back to me at that exact time. See, months earlier during my time in praying in tongues (speaking mysteries to my Father through Holy Spirit) my eyes where closed and I had a short vision. I saw a door and it was slightly open, I then heard the voice of Holy Spirit say very clearly, “Jesus is the Door”.

I’ll admit that I only knew that scripture where Lord Jesus Christ said that He is the door ( some translations write gate) either way it’s an opening, a passage through, a way in… A way in?… into what?..  I thought I was already “in Jesus Christ”.

Well this is where things started to get really interesting and exciting and I began to understand Lord Jesus Christ as the Door in a whole new way as the Holy Spirit revealed. (…find Part 2 quicker here)

John 10:9

I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.

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Successions of 4: What I’ve been seeing and what it means (Part 1)

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At some point in time, you may have looked at the time because you needed to go somewhere or do something very specific that was time sensitive. When you looked at the time, have you every noticed that you just happen to look at the time at triple repetitive numbers? It doesn’t seem like much until it continues to happen at very random moment of daily living yet you notice the time again at that triple repetitive numbers.

This has been my experience since August 2018. It may have begun earlier than August, however August is when I began to keep it as a memory of seeing the numbers 4:44 at very random moments. It would either be 4:44am or 4:44pm. At this point I began to speak to the Holy Spirit at the meaning of the number 4 and always seeing the time at 4:44. It was always on the clock not on any other sequence of numbers, like vehicle license plates for billboard, for example. I can recall many other points in my life where I took notice of repetitive number but this time is the longest that I have have experienced it. My eyes was landing on the clock precisely on 4:44 that I started to take pictures. I’ll provide some of them within this post.

In the age of massive increase in technology and the ease of information available, the thought of searching this out on google or more personally for me YouTube is my go to outlets to find out what other individuals have experienced or have to say regarding the numbers 444. What I some of have to know as the New Age and just plain pagan believing individuals are the ones who was covering this topic on numbers in comparison to born-again believers. There just wasn’t much information that out there at least none that I could say struck a chord with me in my spirit, so to speak.

I continued pray on the matter to Father Yahweh and ask Holy Spirit for understanding to the meaning of the consecutive 4:44 that I was seeing multiply times throughout the weeks and months. I learned through various other prayers and asking to not stop asking and to not stop praying until the answer or until my issue had resolved. So I was in high expectations that the answer would come soon. It was about Winter at this point and I had gone through some bible and read all the ones that were either chapter 4, verse 44 or chapter 44, verse 4. Some where clearly not relating to me and others I felt related to what I had come to understanding but still not yet hitting the nail on the head.

By divine grace, I was listening to a simply teaching on the herbrew alphabet and the meaning of each letter of YHWH. I became interested on this topic because I was focused on the tetrogram name of Father the isrealites wrote out as YHWH, it’s where we get the name Yahweh from. The Hebrew does not have vowels like the english and other lanuage do.  The speaking got to the Hebrew letter Dalet, which is the english equivalent of ‘D’.  In this specific video the indivual was also teaching on each letter of the hebrew was also assigned a number. The number for the letter Dalet or ‘D’ is 4!

I provide this for visual understanding. Credited website: http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/alphabet_letters_dalet.html

I was not looking at screen on my phone at the time but as soon as she mentioned it, I quickly grabbed my phone and rewind it to hear and this time see it. At that point I knew I found my answer, as if I was a guitar string – the chord of my spirit was struck! A rush of memorioes came back to me at that exact time. See, months earlier during my time in praying in tongues (speaking mysteries to my Father through Holy Spirit) my eyes where closed and I had a short vision. I saw a door and it was slightly open, I then heard the voice of Holy Spirit say very clearly, “Jesus is the Door”.

I’ll admit that I only knew that scripture where Lord Jesus Christ said that He is the door ( some translations write gate) either way it’s an opening, a passage through, a way in… A way in?… into what?..  I thought I was already “in Jesus Christ”.

Well this is where things started to get really interesting and exciting and I began to understand Lord Jesus Christ as the Door in a whole new way as the Holy Spirit revealed. (…find Part 2 quicker here)

John 10:9

I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.

Get me outta here!

This place looks familiar…
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So here I am again, stuck!

{Heavy sigh} I’m feeling stuck in a rut, going through the days like a version of the movie GroundHog Day. 

Wake up, get kids ready for the day, cook meals for the day, teach them, break up the pushing and tugging of each other, put down for nap, wake up again, eat dinner, run and play and place in bed for the night. At this time, I’m the most ambitious because I have a million things I want to get to while my little ones are asleep. But two things happen: either I fall asleep with them trying to ease them into sleep or I don’t accomplish much of anything because I feel overwhelmed with the endless chorus and projects I feel like I need to finish all in one night.  (not including the occasional unplanned interruptions and messy accidents) Close to impossible!

Here comes the stress pangs, the migraine, the weakness in my left arm ( I’ll save this bit for another post).

The cares and responsibilities of life are starting to weigh me down, I’ve been here plenty of times before. Matter-of-fact, the last time I felt like this was exactly one year ago, July 2017. I got a boost out of my rut by the grace and mercy of my heavenly Father, Yahweh. Through the Lord Yeshua, I had the opportunity to go to Chennai, India on a trip to soak in the presence of the Lord with other believers. My life has greatly benefited from the trip and meeting new international brothers and sisters around the world who are in the Lord and who where just as passionate as I am for Lord Jesus. This year, July 2018, I have no plans for international travels to India for spiritual revitalization (not that I could afford it anyway), so back to the basics, I go.

It not a mystery what I need to do, it’s not complicated but like they say, “Easier said than done”

  1. Meditate on the Word of God daily.                                                                                                                                                                   {Romans 12:2 “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.} 
  2. Spending quiet time before the Lord Yahweh.                                                                                                                                                    {Psalms 46:10 “…”Be still, and know that I am God…}                                                                                                                                                       
  3. Pour all my burdens at Jesus feet.                                                                                                                                                                         {1Peter 5:7 “Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.”}

I plan to become more strict with my time and what  I put my attention to. Too much on one’s plate can discourage one from finishing their course, literally and figuratively.

At least I’ve completed one major task on my to-do List; write a blog post about my feelings.

Done. 🙂

How do you get yourself out of a rut? Are you currently in one right now like I am?

Let me know your thoughts, but be encouraged, you’re not alone!