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The Bride has made herself ready

Revelation 19:7 – Let us rejoice and be glad and give him glory! For the wedding of the Lamb has come, and his bride has made herself ready.

I’m on a journey to prepare myself as bride. My Bridegroom is soon to arrive.

He’s the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the Faithful witness, the Fairest of ten thousand, the King of kings and Lord of lords. He has many wonderful names but the name above all names is Jesus – The Christ.

The preparation is simple yet impossible to do without my Helper,  Holy Spirit.           Many steps to take but most important,  I must:

  1. Abide in Him –  meditating on the Word of God,
  2. Praying – communication is key in any relationship, isn’t it?
  3. Loving others – by doing His will on earth
  4. Waiting on Him –  watching for signs of His soon appearance, which is near.

These four things are the big picture, however, there remains many more specifics that I will share with you on this journey.

In my next post, I will share the two dreams I had which put a holy fear in me to take this journey very seriously.


in Uncategorized

Trump will Triumph!

2 Chronicals 7:14 cannot take place, in any nation, until each individual submits to this verse on a personal level. Personal revival is the catalyst to nationwide revival.

Too many broken promises, divorces and injustice. Not enough widows and orphans are being cared for. Professing christians still continue to rob God in finances. Children are left for the wolves to sexual perversion and extreme pain both physically and mentally. Too much blood shed of the unborn AND born.

Our Lord weeps.

Too much secret sins that sinks to high heavens.

Our Lord looks on in sorrow.

Will the Lord even find 10 righteous ones in the land, of any nation?

There is not enough prayer, there is not enough weeping for the sins of the land, there is not enough true repentance.

Like Rick Joyner mentioned, why did Abraham stop at 10?

Hey, maybe that is what we should be asking…just 1 righteous one Lord….

I agree with all that Rick Joyner mentioned. Same thoughts came to my mind these past couple weeks.

We don’t know God’s timing.

We prophesy in part and we know in part.

Prophet Sadhu gave the word from the Lord that Trump will triumph. The Lord’s word will not return to him void. Trump WILL Trumph!

I’m taking notice of those speaking of a ‘resurrection’ a Trump type of person…

Can it be through Trump’s son, Barron?

Like a King David and Solomon type of scenario?

Barron Trump has been watching what his Father had to go through for these past 4 years. And then the election fiasco.
No one but God knows his thoughts and feelings.
Will the Lord stir his heart for a leadership position? After all his last name IS Trump.

Pure speculation on my part.

All in all,
I take heart in the truth that the Spirit & the Bride will say, “Come”.

I’ve mediated on this verse and as beautiful as it sounds, the scenario surrounding this event is awfully dark. No government or spiritual leader to look to.
Major persecution, underground gathering of believers,
Hunger and pain will grip them.

The Lord Jesus will still provide and miracles will still take place to the glory of God.

But only then will pure love, oneness of heart, and pure child-like faith will pour out of every believer.
Oneness with the Holy Spirit will produces one voice.

THEN, the Father will say, “your bride is ready my Son, go get her.”

Every eye will see HIM.

HE is our King and we are HIS people
This is our hope🙏🏾

in Life experience

Successions of 4: What I’ve been seeing and what it means (Part 1)

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At some point in time, you may have looked at the time because you needed to go somewhere or do something very specific that was time sensitive. When you looked at the time, have you every noticed that you just happen to look at the time at triple repetitive numbers? It doesn’t seem like much until it continues to happen at very random moment of daily living yet you notice the time again at that triple repetitive numbers.

This has been my experience since August 2018. It may have begun earlier than August, however August is when I began to keep it as a memory of seeing the numbers 4:44 at very random moments. It would either be 4:44 AM or 4:44 PM. At this point I began to speak to the Holy Spirit at the meaning of the number 4 and always seeing the time at 4:44. It was always on the clock not on any other sequence of numbers, like vehicle license plates for billboard, for example. I can recall many other points in my life where I took notice of repetitive number but this time is the longest that I have have experienced it. My eyes was landing on the clock precisely on 4:44 that I started to take pictures. I’ll provide some of them within this post.

In the age of massive increase in technology and the ease of information available, the thought of searching this out on google or more personally for me YouTube is my go to outlets to find out what other individuals have experienced or have to say regarding the numbers 444. What I some of have to know as the New Age and just plain pagan believing individuals are the ones who was covering this topic on numbers in comparison to born-again believers. There just wasn’t much information that out there at least none that I could say struck a chord with me in my spirit, so to speak.

I continued pray on the matter to Father Yahweh and ask Holy Spirit for understanding to the meaning of the consecutive 4:44 that I was seeing multiply times throughout the weeks and months. I learned through various other prayers and asking to not stop asking and to not stop praying until the answer or until my issue had resolved. So I was in high expectations that the answer would come soon. It was about Winter at this point and I had gone through some bible and read all the ones that were either chapter 4, verse 44 or chapter 44, verse 4. Some where clearly not relating to me and others I felt related to what I had come to understanding but still not yet hitting the nail on the head.

By divine grace, I was listening to a simply teaching on the Hebrew alphabet and the meaning of each letter of YHWH. I became interested on this topic because I was focused on the tetrogram name of Father Yahweh wrote out as YHWH, it’s where we get the name Yahweh from. The Hebrew does not have vowels like the English and other language do.  The speaking got to the Hebrew letter Dalet, which is the English equivalent of ‘D’.  In this specific video the individual was also teaching on each letter of the Hebrew was also assigned a number. The number for the letter Dalet or ‘D’ is 4!

I provide this for visual understanding. Credited website: http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/alphabet_letters_dalet.html

I was not looking at screen on my phone at the time but as soon as she mentioned it, I quickly grabbed my phone and rewind it to hear and this time see it. At that point I knew I found my answer, as if I was a guitar string – the chord of my spirit was struck! A rush of memories came back to me at that exact time. See, months earlier during my time in praying in tongues (speaking mysteries to my Father through Holy Spirit) my eyes where closed and I had a short vision. I saw a door and it was slightly open, I then heard the voice of Holy Spirit say very clearly, “Jesus is the Door”.

I’ll admit that I only knew that scripture where Lord Jesus Christ said that He is the door ( some translations write gate) either way it’s an opening, a passage through, a way in… A way in?… into what?..  I thought I was already “in Jesus Christ”.

Well this is where things started to get really interesting and exciting and I began to understand Lord Jesus Christ as the Door in a whole new way as the Holy Spirit revealed. (…find Part 2 quicker here)

John 10:9

I am the door. If anyone enters by Me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture.

in prophecy

Prophetic Word

On December 3, 2017 I was in my car awaiting the start time of a christian conference that I drove 8 hours to attend in Ohio. The state I live in rarely has these type of christian conferences that really appeal to spiritual growth and this is a minister of  God who’s ministry I’ve partnered with so well with the drive.

I took the opportunity of the free time I had before the conference begin to mediate on the Word of God. To be specific, I kept hearing in my spirit, “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they shall be filled” (Matthew 5:6)  I felt the Holy Spirit wanted to bring deeper understanding to this scripture that I’ve read plenty of times before. The beatitudes. I turned to the scripture read it and wrote as the Holy Spirit laid this on my heart:

The time is coming when the true believers will have to literally live on only the words that proceeds from the mouth of God.   When the persecution against the believers, the true believers, will stand against the world system and will not be able to buy or sell, you will go hungry – it’s simple. This is a test. Will you accept the beast system to fill your belly with physical food?  Here’s the word of the Lord: Hunger and thirst for righteousness.

Start living a lifestyle of absence of food (fast and pray) and feed on the Word of God. Practice this now! Train your mind and belly now. Stop over indulging on food. The enemy will us this over indulgence as a snare to get believers to break down their resistance against the system of the beast.

Man Shall not live on bread alone but out of every word that proceed from the mouth of God. The key is to hunger and thirst for righteousness. We need more of God, knowing more of him, drawing closer to him, giving him full devotion, undivided attentions.  He will fill you up as he speaks to you and reveals his heart to you.

The words he speaks will be your food. Spiritual food. How will this benefit the physical body that feels hunger? Did the word say walk in the Spirit and you will not fulfill the lust of the flesh? ( Oh you thought that just meant something sexual? – No.)  An individual can lust after food as well. If you’re walking in the Spirit you will be focused instead on spiritual matters.

The thought of food (physical food) will not be as important. Even if you have a bout of hunger pain. You will not see physical food, you will seek the Word of God. Food to build up your spirit (Jesus said the words I speak are Spirit and Life!) The stronger your spirit man gets the weaker the desire’s of the flesh will be and the more authority your spirit will have over your flesh for it to submit.

To summarize, let’s practice depending on the Word of God to sustain us as a time is coming where food will be scarce for the believers in Christ during the tribulation. We do not want to grow weak and give up when situations are challenging with no other options. Hunger and Thirst for Righteousness as this is what will fulfill us/satisfy us. Our Lord Jesus Christ is our Righteousness.     Jesus is the Word of God.

Jesus answered, “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to Me will never hunger,and whoever believes in Me will never thirst.                                                                                                                                                                                                               John 6:35                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                 

in Prayer

The Night Watch

“My eyes stay open through the night watches, that I might meditate on your word..”

Psalm 119:148

The night watch is a challenge that one must be more than willing to take on. This is the time where sleep is at the tip of your eyelids and at any moment you may fall asleep. I set this time for worship, prayer, intercession and reading of Adonai Yehova’s Word.



Psalm 63:6 ~ I meditate on thee in the night-watches.

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The 8 prayer watches for day and night

Interestingly, this is the time where the veil between the natural realm and spiritual realm are more apparent. There is activity going on in the spirit realm, but I find the stillness of human movement and my sleepiness are beneficial to hear and see glimpse into the spiritual realm. I have set out 2 AM to 5 AM as my meeting time with my Lord Yeshua HaMashiach. This time frame has gone on longer (till 6 AM) or shortened depending on whether I have fallen asleep or being tremendously empowered by the Holy Spirit to go deeper in worship and/or prayer and intercession for specific person or situation. I have changed my night watch routine devotions, here and there, to support my level of attentiveness. My prayer closet is literally my bedroom closet which is not very spacious, but I find it better than a bigger spaced closet. I’m not claustrophobic, so I really don’t mind the small space, it keeps me focus.


My daytime events may have weighed more heavily on my body than other days where I was not so bothered with so many task. Either way, I attempt to stick with my default order of  devotion which is: 1 hour of meditative worship, 30 minutes reading the Word of Adonai Yahweh, 1 hour praying in the spirit, 30 minutes of intercessions for whom every or what ever issue(s) I have on my current top priority prayer list and a couple of minutes of prayer and singing in the spirit to one of my favorite dawn soaking worship music.

I have had many spiritual experience where I’ve crossed that thin veil where my physical body fell asleep as I was reading the bible but my spirit stayed awake so-to-speak and I continued to read. I did not notice I was literally reading with my spirit until my physical eyes opened and I realized my body had fallen asleep but my spiritual body stayed awake and my prayer closet, my environment and the fact that I kept reading further onto other sentences continued on as it was.

Being a stay-at-home-mom of 3 kids, is a challenge to find quiet time to spend with the Lord Yeshua. My absolute best moments are moments of pure worship where I am able to break through the dry worship  the tangible feeling of the Holy Spirit comes on me like a blanket and I hear the voice of my Lord Yeshua so clearly.


I look forward to increase the time I spend praying in the spirit for the full 3 hours which I dedicate to my night watch for a season so the I may become more spiritual sensitive to the leading and inspiration from the Holy Spirit. If there was to be a “secret” to becoming more spiritual inclined to what the Holy spirit is doing and to become edified and strong in your spirit, then praying in the spirit more would be the “secret”. The Lord has this available for all who believe yet many in the church of Jesus Christ do not believe that this gift is available for today’s church and come up with ridiculous arguments on whether praying in the spirit is for today’s believers. Seek the Holy Spirit for your personal convictions on this matter.

I will post updates on my night watch and any supernatural events that may take please.

In the meantime, keep seeking the Lord while He may be found. Be Holy Spirit filled and Holy Spirit led.

Lamentations 2:19
 Arise, cry out in the night,
    as the watches of the night begin;
pour out your heart like water
    in the presence of the Lord.
Lift up your hands to him
    for the lives of your children,
who faint from hunger
    at every street corner.


Have you prayed through the night before? What is your more productive time for prayer? Let us know below!